FIRSTS

So you know how when you think about doing something for the first time its soooo terrifying? Wells thats how i felt about going to australia. My first time flying, my first time out of the country, my first time being somewhere my parents couldnt get to if they needed me, (yea surprise surprise money doesnt grow on trees they couldnt just fly here). Saying goodbye to my parents was probably the hardest thing i've ever done, worse than when i first left for college btu i was also really excited. getting on the plane i was so nervous, no lie i prayed a lot(i didnt make any bargains with god tho like god if you keep me safe i wont have sex ever again cuz i figured he wouldnt even take me seriously if i said that lol). But when the flight took off i was more amazed than scared, i actually wasnt scared at all. it was likesomething i never experienced before like a space movie or something lol. The clouds seriously is what i imagine heaven looks like except you can like walk on the clouds oh and god of course will be there mainstage lol. Well i flew from new york to cali to new zealand to australia. Let me just say that there is this security guard at LAX who is fineeeee i mean too fine like i melted. He checked my passport and was like have a good flight miss haynes, i was like thank you real cute like cheezing in his face and everything lol.. Ok moving on lol..The only thing about the flights was on the second one i didnt have gum to chew for the landing and my ears were in so much pain i thought they were gonna blow up i swear...We arrived Monday morning in australia where the international director of Monash university where i stay met us. Ok let me tell you about him, his nae is Luke and he is delicious. we found out he's gay but i mean how gay are we talking? lol He wears liek the tight button up shirts tight jeans but like the sexy european tight not like the skinny jean wearing fools in america lol his accent...to die for! i mean i cant even keep up with what hes saying cuz he is just gorgeous and sounds so sexy lol..well i wont get into what australia is like until the next post which is like in a minute..anyway i just want to wrap this up by saying, i love doing things for the first time, the whole process of being scared and nervous then excited its all worth the feeling of accomplishment at the end. i already feel like i've grown so much just experiencing the "firsts" i have, it feels amazing:)