Monday, May 17, 2010

My Unofficial boyfriend

So...about five weeks ago one of my homie's introduced me to a boy and since then we've been hanging out. He's from Kenya and absolutely amazing. Since i've been here i have been hanging out with mostly boys but when i'm with them im definitely treated like one of the boys lol I get beat up, made fun of and everything and i love it i do honestly. But i can't even describe how nice it is to have one of the guy's actually treat me like a girl lol. Well we immediately connected when we met and found out we are the exact same star sign. We began hanging out and haven't stopped since. From cooking dinner for me, to sharing stories for hours, i'm ahving such a great time. The thing is of course this is just like an aussie romance nothing serious but its helped me learn a lot about what i need in a relationship. I need someone who makes me feel important and beautiful and everytime i'm with him i feel jsut that. I joked with my friends about him being my unofficial boyfriend so i'll refer to him as that here. We have the same group of guy friends so i see him often and i get to hang out with both him and my boys so its great. But my favorite times are when we are alone, i usually go to his place because the dorms are tinyyyy and he lives in an apartment like 2 minutes from halls. But when we're alone sometimes we dont even talk, we just look at each other or trace each other's face with our hands. it's so cute and sweet that its almost sickening lol But seriously its so nice everytime im with him. He's introduced me to his friends as well and we all hang out just chilling at his place drinking and talking. The thing i think about most is if i'll find someone who treats me as wonderful when i go home, not as soon as i go home although that would be nice but i mean like in the future. I sure hope so, because honestly i'm not going to settle for anything less because i know for a fact i deserve someone to love me and treat me like i'm the most special girl in the world....
I know when July comes and i have to get on the plane i'll be ready to go but i'll definitely miss him a lot. I definitely learned alot from my unofficial boyfriend lol

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